Ok i've no choice but to blog everything today, it really makes me pissed.
Today morning, this i was called down to the office because of something and i have never had this kind of feeling before. For the 1st time you step into this class and teach me, i already made a decision to listen to you in order to improve my studies and i promise myself to work as hard as possible for this year cause failing subjects isn't a happy thing. And because of that i respected you and did my best to help you cause you have appointted me as your helper during lesson, i never judge a person by it's looks cause i respected you. But what did i get in return? I listen to you all the times, yes i maybe destructive in class, but nevertheless i did my work and handed things on time. But why must you treat me like this? I'm not your dog! I have my human rights, if you wanna ask people to do things, just say please or thank you and i'm willing to help you with what you can't handle during lesson. But you didn't, instead you scolded me for not doing things on time. And that really makes me break into million pieces, i do have feelings you know? I'm neither a slave nor beasts. And you even called my mum and told so many teachers, hey i'm doing all the best i could to help you and not because of that stupid 10 hours of CIP? Anyway i really lost the faith of studying your subject, i will no longer help you or do anything for you, ask some people whom you trust since you don't even trust me now. Just let me have a silent spot because i really don't wanna see you anymore. And i've thought of this before, i should really bang my head on the wall to forget every single stupid things out you, you are the worst person i've ever met
I shouldn't have trusted you