Ok today i shall post all the things and what i wanna say in this post, and i hope that you are reading it right now.
Today we had our English and Chinese paper 2, but it is not the time to be happy yet cause there are 6 more paper to go. The english paper was okay but i don't really understand most of the questions, i'm not in my english and i am still finding ways to improved on it. Chinese paper was very easy thanks to Miss Leow, she gave us a piece of notes before hand and i guess she wants her class to pass the exams with flying colours. If not she wouldn't even bother to print any pieces of paper for us, after school went to GYM with NCC peeps and seriously i missed the good old days when we are having all the activities together. And i am really tired about staying in NCC, i really wanna pass out with them as we were the 1's which build up the glory of the unit and now they had left and i'm the only 1 left alone. And being a senior is not a good thing as we have to plan many things like camps, canoeing, and even trainings. And upholding the top 3 post in the unit is not as easy as it looks, if anythings gonna happened. The person that gets the most scoldings and punishments are us, the top 3. And as a RSM, my job is no longer planning parades, in charge of the disciplinary of the unit but rather over looking the process? Then if that was the case i would rather lose all my CCA points then staying in the unit being ordered by some unreasonable CO's. Espacially the 1 thats has only 1 bar on the collar and the other 1 that has never even been to OCC. They claim to know every single thing that is in NCC, but rather from what i hear, they know non! They speak as though as things are very easy to conduct but all they did was just seating in the office and scold people without knowing what the situation is all about. And while their men are suffering, all they did was nothing. Furthermore there's an up coming camp around june and this time round things doesn't get into what i am really thinking of. And seriously, i wanna say something to that particular person: I saw you today, but i really don't know what to say. I really don't have the courage to faced you and the day without your laughter is really boring and meaningless, my buddy use to laugh like you. But now he's gone and hearing you laugh, it makes me think that my buddy has already returned to my side. So please give me some time, i really don't have the courage to face you.
4 down, 6 to go and still counting.
For Honour & Glory
Endurance All The Way!!!