Ok people today wasn't a very happy day for me although the weather is finally good. So i shall post what really happened today yeah?
Today woke up early in the morning but heard the lightning so can forget bout my standard jogging, so changed and went down to bus stop to wait for bus. Then on the way i saw this Commando walking towards me and then his ank was a Captain and he was an Airborne Ranger and an Advance Freefall badge on his uniform. Then after that i realised something, i look at my handphone for today's date and it was the 28th April. And then when i remember what exactly today is, my face start to frown. Today is the 197TH BASIC AIRBORNE COURSE SELECTION!!! i was freaking pissed cause i cannot go! Damn man, then on the bus was a ready very F up by a sec 1 student, don't even know what that people have no space to stand and he is there blocking the way. Then people start scolding me why don't want move, i thought of shouting back but because i have no mood to shout back so i just diam diam and squeeze pass him. Then in school wasn't in a really good mood but i just don't wanna affect my studies cause MYE is coming. So after school went to NCC room and seriously i really thought through over the pass few days, shoulkd i really get the position of a RSM? Because it is like, i have a ready taken my position as a AQM and now RSM, which has more responsebility to uphold. And it is unfair to the Part C's as my year of service should have already been come to an end, so i just try my best to treat all the Part C's nicer like how i have treating the Part D's. Brothers, so i'm working it on that so if there's any missunderstanding please forgive me. After school went home with Aidil and Prasanth, and seriously i really don't like the feeling when someone called me "PEK!!!". It is very irritating, so walked to bus interchange and took 156 home, saw Carmen then walk home. And went jogging at night to release my anger, alot of people told me to cool down because i can;t get into the course, and there's always a next year, so i hope that next year i can really get in and attained the Silver Wings.
No matter what happenes, i will always be there for you...
Endurance All The Way!!!